|"I feel smothered..."|
I wrote this upon my return from a family trip to Israel...
I just got back from a family vacation that I couldn't afford and didn't want to take in the first place. Let me preface this tirade by saying, I love my family . . . but, I don't think you understand the degree of suffocation imposed by them. Imagine every time you leave a room, being asked, by three people, where you're going. Imagine then being asked where you were and what you were doing, every time you enter a room, again, three different times, by three different people. And this is all within the confines of a small three-bedroom apartment.
Also, imagine having someone knock on the door every time you go to the bathroom! Seriously. Even if you did just say, "I'm going to the bathroom," during your "exit interview" in the room you previously occupied.
And finally, imagine, that on the rarer-than-a-dodo-bird occasion you actually get to sneak away for a meal, or a walk, alone, or even with just your brothers, you get multiple phone calls checking in!
My little brother and I left a day before our parents, and I'm not kidding when I say, that when dropping us off at the airport, they parked so they could come inside and literally fucking stare at us from across the room for 25 minutes while we waited in line to check our bags!
Did I mention that I got called fat like a dozen times? I put on a solid 10 pounds before this trip because, in order to take this "vacation" that I never wanted to take in the first place, I had to work seven days a week for several weeks prior in order to make up for the time I was going to lose while away, and that didn't leave much free time for basketball. Last. Family. Vacation. For. A. While.
Oh, and I got sick when I got back because I didn't sleep the entire trip because my big bro was sick in the large bed, and I had to share a room with little bro, in which we had beds that were so narrow I was forced to sleep on my side...because I'm fat...